is he okay?

She blinked. "N-no! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to startle you." She stroked his his hair. "You okay?"

he shook his head.'no...'

Her ears dropped as she started pulling on them. "What wrong!?"

'...something is telling me,in my head,lies...so id like to believe them lies....'

"W-what lies?"

'...that you have been tricking me this whole time.saying you love me,just to get under my deffences...'he hid his face abit and grinned.'its a lie right?'

She stood up quickly, "YES IT A LIE!!!!!" She started having tears rolling down her eyes. "NEVER! Would I do that to you! I LOVE YOU! To much! It only takes me a few seconds to say it! But it's gonna take me my life to show it! Don't believe lies!!! I LOVE YOU WAY TO MUCH!!!!" She started crying harder. "ZANE! IT'S A LIE!!!!!!!!"

'...'he stayed still the grin leaving.'...i should tell you something.this isnt a first time.'

"W-what do you mean?" She was still crying. "P-please don't believe that... It's not true..."

he shook his head and sat up.'...first i need to get these voices out.'

"H-how can I help?" She hugged him.

'...hit over the head hard?or shoot me.it wont do anything anymore.now im older.'

"I don't want to kill you..." Her ears dropped.

'it wont.i can prove it if you want.'

"..." She whimpered, and looked down, she took her mother's necklace off. "...g-go ahead."

'?...i dont need your necklace.its yours,you should use to how you see fit.not me.'he smiled.'okay i'll just push through the lies for awhile.'he got up and put his hands in his pockets.

She looked at him. "..." She covered her eyes and started crying again,

'...its not me entirly.remember that man from before?....its his fault.or well my own for getting involved with him.anyway,with the marks our,well you could call it insanity,is hightend.when paranoia kicks in on my thinking,i can loose my thought track.going mad.'he looked at her.'the voices are set to invoke such an attitude so he could use me,and see others suffer.thats what gives him joy,the suffering of innocence.....im sorry aqua,i've kept it under wraps as long as i could take,but its built up to a high level,its hard to ignore.all i can do is try to ignore it again and again....and hope my strong will can kick it back awhile yet.

She walked over to him and laid her head on his chest. "Zane... I'm a little happy you tried to hold it... But something like this isn't worth hiding... I love you too much, for thou nothing can break it. Meaning if I were to die tomorrow morning, my love for you would be even higher. I can't explain how much I love you, words can't compare to it..." She looked up at him and kissed his nose. "I'll be here right for you, through everything, if you let me." She hugged him.

'i should have known better then to keep it hidden.but i didnt know how to tell you,i was afraid.'

She held his hands, and looked at him, in his eyes. "Don't be afraid."

'.....hmh~.'he smirked.

She smiled at him. "~.."

he stretched and yawned.'well,alright then.'

She smiled. "Every time I look into your eyes, it's like me seeing you for the first time." She blushed, and walked.