The Whatevers

These are the things I will type when bored
Some may even go with guitar chords
Some may be happy and some may be sad
All I know is that they keep me from going mad
So sit back and enjoy if you find this cool
Or ignore this and make me look like a fool

What have I done?
I notice her and see her as great
Start to be mean which is not up for debate
She gets sad and runs away
I know she doesn't want to see me another day
I feel like a jerk and wish to take it all back
Now I feel like it was an attack.
If only she knew how I felt at the time
Things wouldn't be as sour as a lime
She was the light in my darkness, the punchline to my joke
after that day, my heart feels broke

I don't understand why she is stuck in my brain
Maybe without her I may go insane
She is something drilled into my mind
Even though all tell me to leave her behind
BUT SHE IS DRILLED INTO MY HEAD I SEE HER EVERYWHERE
Though I know what I said wasn't even fair
If only she knew what went through my head
So my heart wouldn't feel like it was completely dead

The sun shines like a flame in the dark
The wind blows gently, this place is like a park
I see the green grass and the clear blue sky
With people having a picnic! With pie!
I stroll on through the air cool and clear
With a small tree drawing near
I look at it with great delight
But notice it is not day, It's night!
I rush back home with fear and disturbance
I feel like this was something from deliberance
I race to my room to and close the door
Not knowing, how I got to that place, Or why I was outdoors

What is the point of me being here?
To do nothing and sit, to turn a deaf ear?
Why do I bother to show you me
When you dont even care to try and see.
If I was lost in the dark of night.
Would you pick me up? Would you be my light?
No matter what I say or what I do.
You will never notice what I make of you.

Broken and battered, beaten and torn.
No matter what, I shall be reborn.
Made a new, better than before.
Never ignoring others, never wanting more.
A savior to many, saint to most.
Helping people, never wanting to boast.
I have bested you, consider yourself dead.
You don't even know, I am 1 step ahead.

You are an evil that needs to be healed
For all the pawns have taken their places, all the cards have been dealed
Do not worry, you shall be reborn as well.
Will you completely change? No one can tell.
If it is there deep down in your heart,
then you shall never be torn apart.
No matter where you go or what you see
Always know you will be with me.

Your words amaze me every day,
Your attitude never keeps me away.
With a heart of gold and the mind of a master
Your presence makes my heart go faster

An interesting person with an interesting tale,
When you are down I just want to flail
Your happiness brings me joy and your sorrow brings me grief
No matter what, you amaze me beyond belief

Sticks and stones can break your bones,
And my love is causing pain,
She ignores me, no matter what I do, and I hide it away like shame,
The shyness that runs through my heart shows with empty hands
She will notice and understand me,
but when she will never even listen, I can barely even stand.

You are my light, my heart and soul,
You are there when life takes it's toll
You are inspiring, amazing and cool,
to not like you is like being a fool,
Your engraved into my mind, and I dont want you out,
I want you to be here without a doubt.

My head is being torn apart
Too most it's like a game of darts
I don't know if it's her or me.
But my head pounds so much i can barely see

I look outside and see the darkness
As the water falls from the great big sky
It splashing into the puddles that fill the town
And spreading all over, me watching it fly

I don't want to go out, I'd get all wet
I would never ruin my good clothes just by going out
My mother would also be very upset.
If I went to see what rain was about

Broken and battered, beaten and torn.
No matter what, I shall be reborn.
Made a new, better than before.
Never ignoring others, never wanting more.
A savior to many, saint to most.
Helping out people, never wanting to boast.
I have bested you, consider yourself dead.
And you don't know, I'm a step ahead.

You are an evil that needs to be healed
The stage is set, the cards have been dealed
Don't worry, you'll be reborn as well.
Will you completely change? Not even I can tell.
If it is there deep down in your heart,
then you shall never be scattered, torn apart.
No matter where you go or what you see
Always know that you will be with me.

A boy stands in a field, watching the snow fall
He doesn't dare to move, or have a word to be said
For he has no cares at all
with his imagination running through his head

There was a rainbow, of many colors
Purple for his spirits, dark but vibrant
Blue for the things he will cry for
Green for the new life he so adores

Yellow for the light he strives to see
Orange for the fire that sits in his eyes
and atop the rainbow appeared to him
a young girl, dressed in all red

The boy runs to her to greet her with joy
But as he runs she gets farther, and farther.
He never stops running, chasing her for eternity
Leaving the darkness, to the light she emits.

Back to reality, He was dazzed and confused
Laying in the comfort of his bed
His life would never be ammused
until he found the girl in red...

A boy stands in a field, watching the snow fall
He doesn't dare to move, or have a word to be said
For he has no cares at all
with his imagination running through his head

There was a rainbow, of many colors
Purple for his spirits, dark but vibrant
Blue for the things he will cry for
Green for the new life he so adores

Yellow for the light he strives to see
Orange for the fire that sits in his eyes
and atop the rainbow appeared to him
a young girl, dressed in all red

The boy runs to her to greet her with joy
But as he runs she gets farther, and farther.
He never stops running, chasing her for eternity
Leaving the darkness, to the light she emmits.

Back to reality, He was dazzed and confused
Laying in the comfort of his bed
His life would never be ammused
until he found the girl in red...

Girl I love you
And we'll be together forever if you love me too
Girl your so beautiful and hot
I'm surprised your with someone who's not
A nobody with nothing to gain
And winces at the slightest of pain
And that nobody is me
But I'm glad that you still see
My true Colors...

When standing alone in this world of hatred and pain
Where there is never one single thing to blame
I find it odd how strange I feel
Like a cherry blossom or a daffodil

Many before me are even better
Some are even the best
I continue to do what I wish to do
Knowing it's not as good as the rest

But I progress through this pain and this stress
To find good people in this world
Though some might not understand these people
But they mean the world to me

So as I sit in my chair pondering life
I find it hard to seek the truth and the lies
But when one retains to sugar and spice
They will find happiness in their lives